There are moments in life that can give you more than a thousand lessons! A situation for example, in which a a guy or someone in general makes you feel special but then, leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don't care at all, cause that's all you gotta do! Not only for your own self-esteem, but for pride too! Those moments simply suck! the whole situation in general! And those awkward moments when you want to punch him so bad in his face (figuratively) and make him realize how dumb he's because he's making the choice of loosing someone great, you! and why? The answer starts with B and ends with H!
Anyways, you have to be strong and as I said before, act like you don't care at all, if he doesn't care... well you don't care either (apparently, but truth is.. you do). That's where all this thing about keeping your head up high comes from. No matter how stupid he makes you feel with his actions, you gotta keep you head up high! no matter if he's your date in a party and he leaves you alone because he's with the most ugly b***h in the most awful dress you'll ever gonna see, you gotta keep your head up high and do as much as you can to take that feeling away from you, because if someone has to feel like a stupid, clearly, that isn't you!
I'm trying to figure out what do I have to learn with all this. So far, I've learn that you can't believe in everything they say. One day they say that they wanna hang out with, and the next day, they don't even say "Hi" when they see you, one day they can tell you how much they like that only day in the week they share with you, and the next one, completely forget about you. I have also learned about how mad and upset you can get, and the best is to give it its time to let it go, so that little important thing about holding your head up high will be easier!
That's all for now!
PS: don't let that stupid guy mess with how great you are.. cause "baby you don't know A THING about me" and "rumor has it and that's the one I'm leaving you for!" ;)
